is this weird or is it just me?

ever since i was a kid my dad will slap my butt in public or at home all day long and i don’t like it. he grabs it too and rubs it sometimes.

one time i was laying beside him and i think i felt him tapping it with his penis (i’m not sure at all idk) i feel like maybe i was just overthinking it and i wish i knew for sure but something was tapping against me.

i’m 17 now and he still does that stuff and it makes me wanna cry whenever he does it because i get so uncomfortable.

i feel like once i told him it was weird and he didn’t acknowledge what i said but i don’t remember.