I was staying at my mums house for a week and I went into prem labour at 27 weeks, I was calling and calling my boyfriend but he didn’t wake up so my mum took me to hospital, and was my birthing partner. I gave birth to a baby boy but he was rushed into emergency care as he wasn’t breathing and I was rushed into emergency care as I lost a lot of blood. 23 hours past since I gave birth and our baby boy got his wings, he unfortunately didn’t make it.

My boyfriend who slept through my birth and didn’t answer his phone couldn’t come to see his baby boy once because of 1 Covid restrictions and he don’t drive and can’t get up to see me.

Now he’s turning around and telling me my whole labour/pregnancy was fake !! and none of it was real, even though he got photos of his baby boy, and a temp birth certificate, I know it’s hard for him as well especially as he didn’t even get to hold his baby boy or see him, but I never got to hold him, I saw him once but I was in operation for most of them hours, I could only see him at certain times.

But for him to tell me I made it all up has really hurt me, especially when I need him the most and he needs me the most.

I just don’t know why to do ??

Am I in the wrong I’m so upset right now ?