my bf is mad and has every right to be 😔

before my bf and i were together i was seeing someone else. i really really loved the guy but we couldn’t be together for reasons i’d rather not say.

my bf and i started seeing each other very shortly after me and the other guy.. this caused so many issues in our relationship as my bf thought i wasn’t being faithful.

fast forward to yesterday, i’m pregnant with my bfs baby. he was holding my wallet and started going through it. i told him to stay out of my stuff (i have my social security card and other important information in there. i know you’re not suppose to carry it on you, but i do.). while he was going through it he started taking my money out and i started getting irritated. long story short a picture of the man i was seeing before my bf fell out. tbh i forgot i even had it, it’s been over 2 years.. anyways, my bf took it and crumpled it and then put it in his pocket. now he’s been kinda giving me the cold shoulder and isn’t as affectionate as he usually is. doesn’t want to kiss me, we’ve barely said more than 3 words to each other since it happened.

i feel bad like i should’ve known it was in my wallet and threw it out.. i understand why he might be mad so i’ve just been giving him space. but how long should i wait ? he does this a lot where he gets super distant and kinda leaves me hanging, and i usually immediately try to make the situation better even though i didn’t do anything, except this time i did do something by leaving the picture in my wallet.

sigh* last night a few hours after this happened, he asked for a paternity test for today. i completely agreed because i know the baby is his but it just breaks my heart bc i feel like we’re in a constant battle of him not trusting me.. before we got a house together, he use to just up and leave whenever he “got a feeling” i wasn’t being faithful, i don’t want him to start doing that again, especially with the baby on the way..