Lmao. Im so done. Probably a long vent.

Victoria

So all my relationships have been shit. My last one takes the cake. Anyways, I was like naw im not gonna let that hinder me and make me feel sad and angry and whatnot right. So I met this guy talking for maybe a week. He says I want to see you. I said ok great plan something and we will meet up. He then proceeds to call me, mind you we spent 3.5 hours talking kn the phone. So he made a plan for us to go to dinner when he got off work. We met up at texas road house. I said ok, however im just the type that doesn't eat a lot right so I suggest something cheaper, but he insisted on texas road house. I said fine. So we go have a good time, vibes are good talking joking laughing right. By the end of the night we had a hug and kiss bye. We talk some after. Then the next day he proceeds to tell me how he feels fucked up over our date because I didn't eat all my food and it wasn't cheap. I'm like ummm ok but you insisted on that place after I told you about me, you insisted you pay so why the fuck you mad at me. So I said well I'm sorry you feel that way, and I'm sorry you feel unappreciated, so next date is on me then. He said cool. So I asked about seeing him again right. I suggest Mexican and a movie night. He said well I can come over after work but don't worry about food or cooking im not hungry. I said umm ok cool. So he comes over. I rent a movie off Amazon video. Cuddles and watching a movie. He asked for a kiss I gave him one, like a little kiss kn the lips right, should have been good enough right... now its around 1130 pm. well movie was over He says man I'm starving im bout to head out. I said ok cool. Hug and kiss at the door. He left. Next day we didn't talk. Day after that I reached out right. Lord this man was low key disrespectful. Saying how he felt unwanted because I had no passion towards him. Um sir I have only spent time with you twice. How the fuck am I suposed to be passionate towards you, we still getting to know one another. He said the way you kissed me was wack, even the first kiss was shit because there was no passion from you. Im looking like the fuck you expected me to sit here and just make out with you then in your head that's gonna give you the green light we gonna have sex, then imma have to stop you cause that isn't gonna happen, then thats a whole other issue. He then says the way you kiss tell me you either can't kiss or you don't wanna kiss me. And I used to think about how the sex would be but then the way you kiss I could only imagine how the sex would be and now I dont even want that. I'm like so you assume how I am as a person or how I am in a relationship after only spending time with me twice based off a small kiss. Trust me I would make you my bitch with this pussy and head game boo boo don't get it twisted. He tells me we are not compatible because he wants passion.well duh sir we all do but that shut doesn't happen over night or out of thin air, you need to build an emotional connection with someone first then you get the passion. And we haven't even talked long enough or spent enough time together to even build that emotional connection. Then he brought up the first date again "I paid 65$ blah blah and you didn't eat all your food". I said lord jesus that's on you, what's your cash app I'll send you your pussy ass 30 bucks lol. Then I think what fucked him up even more was that I was not begging him to stick around, I was not chasing him. I simply said well I'm sorry that you feel that way but I know my worth and I know how I am I know what I want and I know what I deserve and based on this conversation you are none of the above I hope you have a blessed life and find what your looking for. He said umm ok same to you, bye.