4/5 DPO going insane 🤯update

Hey girlies ✨ I’m 4dpo according to premom and glow I’m going insane. This TWW is driving me crazy I’m hoping this month is my month I just want for this to be over already. But I’m also scared for it to be over I don’t know what the results would be. I want to get my mind of this but I can’t lol 💀I need some distraction I baby dance on the 13th and 14th on the 15th of this month I got my blazing peak the bad thing is that I didn’t have sex that night I hope my chances don’t change the only thing I took to cause more cm is the mucinex and I’m taking prenatals 😄. I know is early lol but I tested on a pregnancy test and I don’t see anything lol 🙄which I knew damn well ain’t gone be two lines but I still tested since I’m anxious 😟

Update- is this an evap ?