Second baby advice

My son is 15 months and I’ve been so busy keeping up with him I sometimes forget I’m pregnant. His pregnancy was so different and I was able to just lay on the couch and feel his little kicks and wiggles and I fell in love as soon as I saw that positive pregnancy test. I know I will love my second baby but I’m so nervous since I didn’t really get the bonding time this pregnancy. With covid I didn’t really ge to celebrate this pregnancy, I am having my cousin take some maternity photos next weekend so hoping to keep baby in!

Second time mamas, please tell me my thoughts are not irrational. I can’t wait to kiss this baby’s face, and I pray it all hits me during labor. Just feel so bad to this little baby and am so afraid my heart isn’t big enough to love them both 😭