Anyone else?

I am 32 years old and we are trying for our last baby. We have 4 and I’ve had 2 Mc. One was at 10 weeks in March 2019 and one was at 6 weeks in october 2020. We had a baby in March 2020. My kids are 9/5/3/1. My dr is a bit worried as we’ve been trying for this last baby since I got my period back in April 2020 and nothing but that mc in October. We did a baseline ultrasound and bloodwork and all looked fine except for a complex cyst on my right ovary that we are monitoring. He said he wants me on clomid and wants to aggressively try to get me pregnant from not till July and if it doesn’t happen we will reevaluate. Anyone else have this happen? Or are going through it? I feel kind of alone. People are super mean sometimes because I have 4 children but 3 are to my ex husband and 1 is to my current husband. When the other kids leave the 1 year old is so lonely. We want one more so he has a buddy with him all the time. Plus we’d love to just have one more to complete our family. Anyway just wondered if anyone is in the same boat 🛳!!