I’m just over it

I’m due in a week and l just feel like screaming I’m so frustrated with being pregnant. I’ve been contracting for almost 2 days with no progress. I feel so defeated I just want to cry. All this pain for literally nothing. I haven’t slept in days and I’m exhausted. Everyone else is having their babies and I’m just here feeling like I’m dying 😭😭😭

And yes I have tried every method. Nothing has worked. I’m scared since my cervix is messed up it may not even dilate on it’s own now