Feeling emotionally terrible

I don’t know if this is normal. I just feel really down. I’m glad baby is healthy but I’m struggling to connect. My BP is through the roof so I’ve been put on medication for it. I just feel terrible. I’m not sure if it’s a side effect. I just can’t bare the thought of being pregnant for another 26 weeks.

Then I feel guilty for feeling like this. I should be grateful for the fact I have a healthy baby. So many ladies have trouble having a baby (I was one of them).