Just need to vent...

Trying to stay positive and patient. I know God has been so faithful in all my life, and His timing has always been so perfect, down to the last detail, but this week I’m feeling just so anxious and defeated about or ttc journey. Hubby and I are trying for baby #2 and have been since October. I’ve been breastfeeding #1 so we weren’t sure if I was going to be able to get pregnant right away. (Baby 1 also took 10m to conceive). I still haven’t started my cycle postpartum but we are trying to “catch the first egg”. I had so many signs that it was about to start and still nothing. So many friends and now my sister in law just announced pregnancies and although by Gods grace I am rejoicing with them, it just hurts extra when I just want a house full of babies and each month just goes by. Just needing encouragement