I need help

Yesterday i caught my husband masturbating in washroom and thats not first time i have caught him 20 times in last 9 months and everytime he says that he will not do again 3 days before i caught him again and we had disscusion about that and he said ya thats not good and i will not do again but after 2 days i caught him again and he said that i makeup my own stories he was not doing that i said to him that i am ok with that just dont lie to me so he said leave me alone and go do your work from yesterday till now we didnt talked i was giving him space as he is a diabetic person i always say him if he eat something he should not so he said that do ur thing dont say anything to me and he said u fight 24 hr with me after listening this i got angry bcoz he is on his game all day in other room and i take care of my one year old and do all house work cooking and cleaning he sleeps late wakeup late i only go to him and say that i am bored plz come to me sit with me bcoz he is on his game all day but now i think he dont like to be with me dont like to talk to me he leaves where ever i am sitting plz help i am crying writing this and he is laughing at me when i cry he says u are ungrateful i gave u place to live food to eat u are still unhappy he say be happy by yourself dont rely on me he is ok without me plz help and tell me what should i do he dont do sex with me and say that u are pregnant so we cant do even he dont kiss me i have to get kiss forcefully he pushes me away if i try to get intimate i tried everything but nothing works on him plz help me