Just need to vent

I'm 32 and my husband is 43, Wehave been trying for 11 years to get pregnant. I have pcos and my husband has circulation issues in one of his swimmer makers causing low mobility and deformed swimmers. We started seeing a fertility specialist but then covid happened and now my husband says he gives up and would rather focus on getting ourselves a house of our own and go from there. Today I took an ovulation test and it was positive the first of few I've had. We did our thing but I doubt anything will happen. I kind of hope he changes his mind.