Pprom

This has been such a stressful pregnancy..my water broke at 27 weeks. That was the start of the chaos. I’m currently 31 weeks and 4 days. Baby boys been doing good inside despite the low fluid. There hasn’t been any infections, no fever on my end, blood pressure has been good. He has days he moves like crazy and days where I don’t feel him move as much but I’ll still feel him kick or move.

Everyday I have to go to the hospital..have non stress tests done to monitor him and biophysicals (ultrasounds) to check his breathing and movement and fluid levels. We have great days and then we have days like the past couple where ive been so tired and he seems to be on my same wave link. But has made it so he hasn’t had many accelerations like they want. We have about 2 more weeks to make it to 34 weeks and I go off to a better hospital where they decide if he gets delivered or if he stays in til I’m 36 weeks. I can’t do this anymore though, the constant worry if he’s gonna be okay, the constant water leaking because my water broke so early. We’re in that home stretch but I’m going crazy I just want him here. I just wanna hold him and him to be okay at the end of this. But it’s really taking a toll on me at the same time.

Has anyone dealt with this? With pprom? Idk what to do to keep my spirits high. It’s making me a mess..