So to start off... 🤔

My fiance always says to his friends and boss (man) that he loves me and respects me and will do anything for me.

Truth is, He does not how he says to his friends and his boss (man)🙅‍♀️

Just today his 1 friend was showing him a video with these really sexy great women in tight pants and he says out loud while I walked past and said... ''I want to go there and see them" with a weird smile and when I said.. "what" he looked at me shocked and said.. "no nothing".... 🙊

REALLY??!! I see it this way. If you truly love and respect someone you should do it whether it's infront of them or behind their back. OR am I the wrong one??? 🤔🙅‍♀️

He is even on chatsites and watches live porn and so on...

I have NEVER done anything like this towards him but he does this to me!

That's why I don't want s3x alot because I feel really crappy about my body and how it is! 😕😪

I just get the feeling his saying I look "good" to get laid! Maybe it's rude or nasty of me to say this but I am truly hurt!!!

He even stares at the women when he thinks I'm not looking and when I try hold his hand he sometimes doesn't want to and says "his getting hot" or some other lame excuse!!! 😏

Am I overreacting or what? What would you do about this?

If I try and tell him how I feel or want to talk, he gives me a sigh and says here we go again or I don't need this shit in my life.

CLEARLY I AM SHIT because he doesn't even care that much to even try and talk to me or even ask me how I feel. 😡🙊😪