Grieving and pregnant

💔Tina, love of my life, my sweetheart, my soulmate.

Never have we been apart in 14 years. I think maybe a weekend once. You have been with me my whole adult life, always by my side. Giving me courage when I thought I had none,and comfort when I had no one. You taught me true love,patience and brought me so much laughter. Never could I have had a better friend then you.

You took on diabetes 4 years ago like a champ. Fought every down and stayed up as long as you could. The high were high and the lows were low. We fought together. I made sure you had everything we needed to take care of you and you made sure to take care of me.

When you started to decline a few months back my heart fell. I knew you were starting to let go. I did everything I could, so did the vet, you just stopped fighting despite all the efforts.

I think you waited until the moment you knew I would be ok without you. It wasn’t until now I grew strong, unafraid and came out of my little ball I got so comfortable in. You were with me every step of the way.

You knew I was pregnant before I did. You watched my every move from across the room. You became quiet and for once let me sleep a little bit. Then you decided it was time. You knew I had another life to take care of and that it was your time to let go.

Taking you to the rainbow bridge today was the hardest thing I think I will ever do in my life.

I would never be ready to say goodbye to you. Because you had been so strong for me over the years I knew I had to be strong for you too.

Your wings were ready

I was not

Please look down on me. Please be at peace, No more pain, No more suffering.

Until we met again my sweet girl.

I Love You