Im convinced Im getting cheated on

I haven’t seen my bf since March 5😑🤦🏻‍♀️ well hes now my ex.

He’s only free Fridays for work as he works 6 days a week. Well on March 12, which was a Friday, was my dads birthday. We went on a road trip that weekend so I didn’t see him. On Mother’s Day too, I didn’t see him because of Mother’s Day! But the other Fridays we didn’t see eachother because we argued!!!

The arguments would be, for example on Wednesday and he would ignore me Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday. That happened like every

Other week. For example, this past Thursday he got mad because he had a sore throat. I simply made a remark and said “oh no babe! Hope it’s not Covid!” He said he got the vaccine and I said you can still get it. I was paranoid because I lost 4 family members due to Covid! Well he got so mad saying “man, you love to argue I don’t have Covid for shit” I told him I wasn’t arguing and he ignored me friday and Saturday.

2 days!!!

Have I tried going to visit him? I don’t have a car and he has always told me he prefers to drive out to me. He lives about 1 hour from me.

How can you go almost 2 months without seeing your gf? How can you go 2 months without being intimate with her? All I could think of is he’s getting attention or having sex with someone else.

I blocked him Saturday night without an explanation. I can’t afford worrying and being ignored for days. It just makes me feel unworthy. He tried contacting me through his brothers cellphone last night. I don’t know what to even think. I guess he didn’t know I was capable of moving on. He’s been doing this silent treatment since January 2021 during every argument