I’m apologizing for being all over the place.

I’m grateful to make it this far (13weeks) and have no genetic/chromosome abnormalities. Hubby wants a girl. I want a girl too. But I realized, gender is something you have no control with. It’s our first viable pregnancy after 2 losses. It took us 4yrs to conceived again.

Just the fact that God gave me a chance. I surrender all up to him.

But my husband is a little disappointed and it just makes me sad even though I was happy. I already knew in the beginning I’m having a boy. Just because..

And husband wants a girl to spoiled. He is on his early 40’s and I am on my early 30’s. Who knows if we will get pregnant again in the future.

Can somebody please enlighten me about having a baby boy as your first?

No hate comment please.