I’m 8w5d with my third but seriously considering abortion

I’m freaking out. I’ve already announced our pregnancy. This pregnancy was the shock of my life when I found out. After a few days I warmed up to it. But here I am not absolutely freaking out about keeping baby.

2 weeks before I found out I was pregnant, my husband and I decided to get back together after an almost-divorce and being apart for 1 1/2 years. I’ve always been the one to maintain and support us. I’m terrified of now having a third I have to support. My husband is practically my fourth.

Now that reality is setting in, I’m feeling like maybe an abortion pill is the best route.

Has anyone gone through something like this? Any advice?

I’m destroyed.