Is this normal?

I’m 17 and just found out I’m pregnant, yet I don’t feel any emotions. I’m not sad or happy. I don’t feel any connection, family and friends told once I feel my baby and see better ultrasounds I will, but I don’t think I will.

It’s hard for me to have conversations about my pregnancy so I just shut it down..

sometimes I think about keeping my baby and other times I just want to get rid of him/her (don’t know the gender yet)

I missed opportunities bc I had to stay home and watch siblings so I never wanted kids. My baby father don’t want the responsibility right now either (his opinions affects me the most)

Should I see a therapist? Is this feeling normal?

If you feel comfortable please share experiences. Thank you in advance.