Don’t like dildos

Omg I haven’t had sex in a year . I bought the rose clit vibrator thats Been talked about and love it . Been using that for a few months but I was craving something in me .. ordered a jelly 6inch dildo . First of all it’s kind of THICK . I can only go alil past the tip . But I’m using it and don’t like it . There was a good 2 min where it was starting to feel good but other than that idek . Any tips ?