What’s 8 month is like

So to my July mamas how are you and your partner doing you guys been happy through your pregnancy I want to hear the good and the bad I for one since the beginning I have find out my husband been cheating with my friend I’ve been depressed I’ve lost a lot of weight I try to forgive him I found out at 8 months pregnant that they been together since July of next year now I’m back to phase one again feeling a lot of contractions depressed hurt humiliated guys please I feel lost I just want to end it