I got a question 😔

Is it okay to go to a fancy restaurant dressed up alone with no friends or a date ? Because I want to appreciate myself and do things for myself because I’m happy that I’m living and doing good in college. Then again I feel like people would look at me as a depressing person or whatever they think may be going on with me. Which I do be depressed but I know for a fact that sometimes a guy won’t treat me or do things for me and I tend to spend and save and try to make them feel appreciated. So I got to the point where I just don’t want no more relationship and take myself out alone and celebrate my life.🤎

Also I’m scared that if I do go alone something may happen to me and then I might end up needing someone to go with me. I want time alone and not talk to anybody and just read my book at the restaurant and take cute pictures alone.