7w+4d pp and kinda want another baby!!

I had a baby not long ago and I want another one. Ik it’s crazy stupid and not the best idea because me,baby and my partner are all living with my parents due to financial situation (partner didn’t have a job till last week), and because if we wanted to move out obvs sorting it all out would take some time but also because I haven’t been well at all!! From the minute I gave birth things went wrong (only with me. Baby is 100% fine just a tongue tie) I had a terrible pregnancy that drained the life out of me and there was so many complications that it was hard to keep track; (some not all) problems with the placenta and the cord, gestational diabetes, severe water retention, pre-natal depression and anxiety, problems with her growth, problems with the amniotic sac, high blood pressure, protein in urine, irregular heartbeats for both of us. Then when I gave birth we both had problems with blood sugar and she’s got a slight tongue tie. After a few days the blood sugars balanced out for both of us. But then more things came up I had a womb infection and a bladder infection at the same time, then I had a bacterial infection, another bladder infection afterwards and now I’ve got an overproduction of stomach acid. The past 7 and a bit weeks have been filled with pain for me!! But despite all of this I really want another baby. Im a twin and I would love twins!! Ik it’ll be twice as hard and the pregnancy will probably be even harder but I’d love to have twins!! I’d go through all this and more again so I can have at least one other baby!! I’d love twins more than anything but Ik now isn’t the right time.

I’ve only started thinking about this recently as I think I might already be pregnant again (not planned. My partner doesn’t want another yet and I’m not immature so I’m not going to try to do it without him agreeing and knowing about it) and I’ve been panicking about it but I’ve been thinking that maybe it wouldn’t be so bad and maybe I want this baby. Idk!! Ig this is just a rant and not much of a question anymore.

Update: I am not pregnant!! And I would also like to clarify for the judgemental people commenting that I WANT a baby not that I’m going to try for one. I would love to but my partner doesn’t want another yet and he wants to wait. I would also like to make sure we are more financially stable too but would like a baby as well. Please don’t make comments that are derogatory towards me/anyone else and no judgement. You are free to leave ur opinion but don’t put it like your judging. Just offer advice. It ain’t hard please act ur ages ppl tia x