Postpartum Depression

Anybody else going through this? I’m 8 weeks pp and feel so low. I hate how my body has changed I don’t even want to look at myself, I’m feeling so down and overwhelmed. I love my baby so much but I’m just in constant panic. All I want to do is lay in bed all day and cry. My mood swings just seem so uncontrollable, the smallest things just set me off. I feel so lonely, no one in my life has gone through postpartum depression. I feel stupid for even bringing it up to family because they can’t understand how I could be depressed with a newborn. I just feel so alone. I have a therapist appointment coming up, hoping that will help.

I don’t know what I’m looking for here. Just hoping someone is going through the same thing.