Negatives are so discouraging

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I’m 9dpo, just took a 6 days sooner test and it was negative. Gonna try again tomorrow with my morning pee but man these things hurt my feelings! Lol!! I know it could still be too soon. And I just have this feeling that I am since I’ve been cramping everyday since ovulation and it just finally stopped. But now these negatives😑 I feel maybe I wanted it so bad I was just feeling what I hoped was what I wanted 😐 we’ll see!