HIV ???

Ok I am freaking out. Like panicking. I’ve been my bf for a year and a half. He is constantly getting high fevers and infections, but I don’t. Even if i’m with him. He gets super high fevers and vomiting and not appetite and fatigue.

I remember him telling me that a girl he was with in the past said she had HIV. And then he said she said it as a joke. He told me he got tested bc he freaked out and it was negative. So I didn’t worry. But now i’m thinking like????? I’m so fucking stupid I should’ve looked into it further. I know he’s gonna get pissed at me for even asking this but I lowkey want to. I was thinking maybe it’s mono but then my mom brought up HIV and i’ve been panicking. help