Is it normal that I’m just so mad at women who can conceive quickly?

Alexis

I’ve been try to conceive almost two years. I finally got pregnant in April. Found out in May. Had a miscarriage in June at 9 weeks. I see so many women announcing their pregnancies and it just makes me so hurt and angry. Why can’t it be me? When is my time? I’m so tired of hearing “when the time is right you’ll conceive”. It’s so heart breaking for me. I have always wanted to be a mother. I’ve been to my doctors & ive been on medication but nothing. Im tired. Im hurt. & yet I put on a fake smile like nothing is wrong with me. But deep down I have this burning pit that is filled with anger. Am I wrong for thinking this way?