I am so confused.. what does he want?

So I’ve been talking to a guy for about six months, except the past two months he has been traveling for work. We do live states away, and met in really weird circumstances, but he was planning on staying up here where I live for good once this job site he’s at is done. However, while he’s been away, I felt like he wasn’t dedicating the time to me that I required. He will go out every night with his work buddies, but would tell me he didn’t have time to FaceTime me. which I don’t understand, because if you have time to go out every single night and drink, you should easily be able to make time to FaceTime me. When I brought to his attention that I was feeling like he should dedicate more time to me. He basically said that he can’t bc he’s “busy w work” and that he feels like I deserve more than him and that with his job he doesn’t know where life is taking him. Which is bullshit, because he told me many times once this job is over he was coming to stay with me. So I told him it was fucked up to lead me on and just should’ve said he didn’t know from the start. One day prior to this convo, he was telling me how excited he was for this job to be over, so he could be here with me, like WHAT?! He said he meant everything he said, but just felt like it went downhill because he couldn’t give me the time I deserved. I said, if you go out every single night for hours with your buddies to drink, why can’t you dedicate one of those nights talking to me? Like if you wanted to you would. Like what he says is nothing but bullshit excuses. So he said we should just be friends, and I said no, I just can’t do that because I have feelings for you. But we do still talk, and he says he has feelings for me, & he wants me to come visit him.. And I was like, you make no sense? How can you say you just want to be friends and not pursue anything, but tell me how you miss me, like me, and wanna see me? I said it’s very confusing! When I asked him why he was being so confusing he left me on read. Which I said “okay thanks for ignoring me”. He said “ I feel like I already said what I need to say” which I said “but now you’re telling me you want to see me, so it’s very conflicting from what you’ve been saying, and it is messing with my emotions.” like if you want to be friends, keep it at that, but now you’re telling me how you want me to come visit you, is that not sending mixed signals? And the fact that he leaves me on read and doesn’t even feel like he needs to explain to me why he sending me mixed signals? I just wanna understand why he tells me he misses me, likes me, and wants to see me, yet ended things w me? How is it fair to mess w my feelings?