Advice

Okay so I don’t know what to do honestly. I had never been in a relationship that was healthy before my current boyfriend. He has helped me to heal from past trauma and we are really great together. But I met him during the pandemic so we couldn’t really go anywhere. Throughout the lockdowns we obviously only stayed home and didn’t do much or go out to be safe. But now that the lockdown is ended and we are both vaccinated he still isn’t really adventurous. I had asked that about him when I met him and he said he was but he really only stays inside WHICH is totally fine for some but I love going outside and running around, hiking, everything. He also hasn’t really shown a lot of care in me lately. I’m leaving to work for 2 months and he said and he “doesn’t care since I’ll be back”. I honestly felt so hurt because he didn’t want to spend extra time or anything before I left and it was a big deal for me to even ask that. I did tell him about how that made me feel ofcourse but idk it wasn’t the best talk. I had my last night where I normally live and he didn’t come over because he wanted to hang out with his parents (he lives with them). I really feel like there’s something missing and I don’t know if I want it anymore because I really want to feel like my bf is attached to me and wants to see me everyday and stuff. I love him to death and he’s amazing but I just don’t know anymore. We’ve been together for a little over a year