Final countdown

ANNNNNNNND the freak out has started!

I am not going to be able to sleep and I'm going to have anxiety alll day. Even though it's my 5th every birth is like the first time.

I drop my kids off at 3 today with their grandparents and I'm going to try and get my toes done and relax. Me and the hubby will have a nice date night, cuddle and watch the hours tick by till 5am!

This birth is a bit different, in all it took almost a year and one loss to conceive this princess. She is our last baby so all this just hits a bit different.... 9 months and soon, rather quickly she will be born and a chapter, and age in my life will be over.

Wow.

God has blessed me, I am grateful, fearful, excited, ready yet not, happy, joyful, already in love.

How rare and beautiful it is, to even exist. The universe was made to be seen by yours eyes.

(Lyrics slightly altered for her)

GO listen to Saturn by Sleeping at last. CALMING and beautiful.