MY TRUTH 💜 .. On Leaving My Ex Husband

This Is Something that has been heavy on my heart for so long now . I pretended to be in a happy marriage with you all I made my husband out to the best in the world but that's who I wanted him to be not who he actually was , behind closed doors he was controlling and mentally abusive twords me it used to be physical also bit I was so controlled I stayed silly of me I know .. This man hurt me in so many ways I hate myself for letting him do these things to me letting him control the way I dress think do my finances letting who I see and when going through my phone accusing me of cheating constantly him pulling down my pants and checking me down there to see if I was cheating. I LET THAT HAPPEN FOR SO LONG I wanted him to change I begged pleaded prayed to God but he never did .. It was one day my 6 year old told me enough 😭 I finally built up the courage to leave this man ..Let me tell you it has not been easy best believe I had my break downs but I deserve better my kids deserve better I Need to learn how to love myself once again and it'll take time but I can and will do it for my 3 children 💙💙💗 , for you women going through the same thing please leave it WILL NOT GET BETTER I didn't want to be another Statistic . YOU ARE STRONGER THAN YOU KNOW ,I just wish it didn't take me so long to realize it

I hope they know it's all for them 💜