Sick and alone

So husband has been gone all weekend and when he did come home from his guys trip he was so hungover he slept all day and night.

We have a 3 month old and a toddler. He has never once gotten up and helped me with the baby. Toddler and me are super sick right now.

I layed down early this evening by one and a half hours. He woke me up at 9:30 put the baby next to me awake and then went to sleep in our spare bedroom. I am so sick I need help. I cannot do another night taking care of the toddler myself and the baby and do it all day again alone.

I'm just in tears. I wish I had family I could call for help. I wish I had a spouse I could rely on.