Hard time

Hi everyone I'm Sabrina and I'm 27 I am a Leo and I am a mother of 4 beautiful kids two boys and two girls I'm new to this website umm I barley don't be on this because I have been stressed out lately but I'm hanging in there tho reason why I said I'm stressed is because everything is falling apart I don't have my dad it been 7 years since he passed away I don't have my husband he is carsarated for 7 months now going on 8months and I don't have my daughter she is back home in Paterson with her dad and her grandma and me and my family lives in Florida now so yeah I'm hurt and sad like sometimes I just wanna scream and cry so I don't know what else to do is there any advise???