Maternity leave

I booked my leave a lot earlier than planned mainly because I can not handle shift work any longer my 5 yr old starts kindergarten in September I’m due October 23rd I booked my leave for august 30th I do 12 hrs shifts Secuirty rotation days and night it’s killing me id like to just go now but need to pay off a couple things before bbg comes I am trying so hard to push through it 🤦‍♀️ currently 6 weeks left till I’m done I just want to cry and sleep when I’m at work 😩