Scared 😞

I stopped TTC almost 2 years ago after not getting pregnant for over 2 years.

I went back on the pill the start of this year but I hadn’t been getting a period (I have pcos, last few years my periods have been super irregular and none existent)

I haven’t been feeling very good for a couple months now, looking back, so many pregnancy signs. Sore breast, frequent urination, no period, food aversions, darker nipples, nausea but I just shrugged it off as being unhealthy, not exercising, putting on weight and drinking too much.

Anyways I booked a drs appointment for tomorrow to trying and get some stuff sorted but just as a random act of elimination I asked my fiancé to get me a couple tests just to make sure they were negative.

Well I’ve taken two, late afternoon with no hold pee and I have positive tests

I’m actually so scared, I fear I am very far along and have not been looking after myself.

I’m confused. Lost and no one to talk to about this until my appointment tomorrow.

Fiancé and I had come to terms of not having or wanting children. I just… I feel so ashamed and stressed.