Worried about giving birth again..

I’m almost 10 weeks pregnant with baby no.2 & already having anxiety & thoughts about giving birth. My labour & birth with my 1st was quite traumatic, I was in labour for over 30 hours, ended up being induced, cut, stitches, infection & just all round a nightmare. I remember at the time thinking how would I go through this again? I’m praying this labour is smooth, quick & easy 😭🤞🏼