Anyone felt completely out but then it was their month!

I’m 11dpo I got a bfn on 9dpo I’ve decided to not test again as I just can’t see it being my month I’ve been trying for a year,had a chemical on my 8th cycle I just feel like I’m never gonna get pregnant.I’ve got what could be classed as symptoms but it’s 100% my period I just feel so defeated 😔 but has anyone felt this way and it’s actually happened for them x