I cancelled my anniversary trip

I’ve been with my bf for 5 years. We will be 6 years next week. He booked a trip to Cabo San Lucas …it’s in Mexico

We got into a huge fight after the mall. We went cause i need bathing suits and shorts. It’s going to be hot obviously.

After our little shopping spree, I can tell he was bothered that I took long. I felt bad until…

We went to get food and he was a bit quite and serious. He told me he didn’t quite like my selection of bikinis. Lmao!!!🤣🤣 I told him I felt confident in them but it made him feel uncomfortable I can exchange. He went on saying that he doesn’t understand why I always get revealing clothing. I told him I want to look good for our trip and for him. He got on my nerves so I said “I mean you be liking these half naked girls in social media babe why can’t i dress how I want” maybe I was passive aggressive but he got me irritated.

He got so mad and called me an insecure bitch. Hell to the NO. He said I’m a stalker and how would I know he follows those pages. Well hey I did see one time but it didn’t bug me. It bugs me when he tries to control my clothing

He went off saying that “I’m such a bitch and that he Can tell we won’t last or get married ever because of my bitchy self” he also told me he was happy we didn’t have kids cause “who would want to have kids with me”

I stood quite. He dropped me off home telling me “okay bye babe” And had the audacity to kiss my cheek. Got home and cancelled my flight.

He didn’t text me that day after the argument or the whole day after. I texted him to ask if he was busy ?? Never replied. Just today he just texted me to say “hey “ 🤣🤦🏻‍♀️🥴 i didn’t reply. He saw I cancelled my flight and got so mad. I told him there’s no way he’d want to take a trip with a bitch like me. I told him I want kids and a marriage but that it seems like he doesn’t see that wit me and told him peace out and blocked