Is 20 old?bf making me insecure.

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Hey everyone, i just turned 20.

My boyfriend is about a year younger than i am. Ever since my birthday, he’s been jokingly calling me grandma. At first I played along thinking it was just one of those short lived inside jokes. Well, it hasnt been.

He’s gone from calling me grandma to asking me how it feels to be getting “over the hill”. And how my 21st birthday will mark me losing my youth. He frequently calls me a cougar for dating him and said i must like young men to feel younger.

Its really messing with my head an making me insecure. I know im not a teen anymore, and that im getting older. But am i really not youthful anymore?