Help!! Pregnant or not?

Ok so where do I start?!...

My partner and I have been ttc for almost 2 years now, with 2 early mc, one October last year and one May this year.. my periods are usually pretty irregular which made if so hard to spot ovulation. But I noticed before I found out I was pregnant in May that my last few cycles had been very regular I’m guessing that’s why I even got pregnant in the first place unfortunately we miscarried at only 5 weeks. In terms of my mental health I felt my heart torn to pieces once again and found it hard to do my normal every day things, my period on the other hand came right back to normal my the next cycle. My dr had advised that I wait at least 1 cycle before ttc again so that’s what I did. Since then I have had 2 regular 25 day cycles. Which leads me to now, my last period was on the 30th of June I had ewcm from about the 9th- 12th and we dtd on 11th and 12th according to my app I was supposed to ovulate on the 14th of July but I feel like I may have ovulated a few days earlier Which in that case my period would’ve been due on about the 26th I took hpt from the 26th till the 31st all were negative except the 29th I got a faint positive which came up straight away and I didn’t have to squint to see it like it was definitely there. 30th and 31st I still got faint positive but lighter than the one on 29th. It’s now the 2nd of august and still no sign of af. I’ve had ewcm again since the 24th of July on and off and also heavy and tender breast for the past week. Basically I’m so confused as I feel like if I am pregnant I should definitely have a clear positive by now , if I’m having another mc I also feel like that would’ve happened by now as it seems my hcg isn’t rising, and if I did ovulate when I think I did I should have my period by now unless of I may have ovulated abit later then that seems to be the only thing that might make sense but the faint positive still doesn’t make sense to me. Idk anyone have an opinion I tried to book in for a blood test but can’t get into my docs until next week so until then I’m lost, scared to take another test as I don’t want to be disappointed again 🥺