Serious baby fever! Can anyone relate? 🤷🏼‍♀️

I’m 35 with an almost 3 year old and an almost 1 year old. I’ve known for a while that I wanted 3 kids of my own. My husband has 2 from his first marriage and is totally fine with not having anymore, but he said if we end up having another he wouldn’t be all upset. He’s said before that whenever I’m ready, he’ll have a vasectomy but he isn’t rushing me. After my son was born, I was scared to even think about it because I had a rare complication during labor that almost cost me my and my son’s life. (Spontaneous complete placental abruption) Now that he’s 11 months old I find that I am just constantly wanting to have another baby. I know I need to wait a little more for my body to heal all the way. My doctor said at least 12 months, but 18 months would be best. I just cannot shake the urge to procreate! And it doesn’t help that my kids are like… so freaking perfectly adorable. 😂🤷🏼‍♀️ I’m not really looking for advice or anything. Just anyone with any similar urges or something. Just wanting to talk about being 35 (or whatever age you are) and wanting another baby really bad. Haha! 😬

I know I’m partial, but dang it they’re cute!! ❤️