Struggling to Cope

I'm 40+2 today, lost my mucus plug/bloody show the morning of 40 weeks, it's been over 48 hours and nothing is happening 😭

I've tried everything to bring on labour and all has been unsuccessful, I'm trying labour tincture today for the second time in the hopes that helps.

I'm at breaking point now and had a meltdown this morning, it's really starting to take a toll on me mentally. I had to sit down in the shower the other day and I couldn't get back up and had to crawl out and that just put me in the worst mood because I feel like my body is stuck. It's all getting too hard, I usually not one to complain but right now it's too much.

People keep telling me it's all going to be worth it soon but right now that's hard to believe 😅