I’m pregnant with my rainbow baby after 2 years of trying. I already had decided that I didn’t want to get the vaccine because of the use of aborted fetal cells in testing and development. I live in Connecticut and as of this year, we no longer have religious exemptions for vaccines. This means jobs and schools can legally require we take vaccines that have fetal stem cells regardless of our religion or personal morals.

I’m a CNA and I love my job. I work in assisted living, which is a great gig for me right now given the fact that I don’t have to do a lot of heavy lifting while pregnant. I don’t have other skills or qualifications to get another job, and I am the breadwinner of our family at the moment after my husband abruptly lost his job as a warehouse manager earlier this year. He’s been bartending and making good money, but it’s not enough to pay our bills AND support a baby.

I will not get the vaccine. Even if I were to compromise my morals, after 4 miscarriages, I can not risk something happening to this baby. We worked so hard to get here and now everything is falling apart. Is anyone else going through something similar?