In 2 days & wedding jitters🤦‍♀️

Omgushers it’s just now hitting me that I’m actually getting married😳 like this is a real thing! It’s not just talking about it anymore it’s like actually gonna happen. This is like insane. I mean I got a spray tan, pedicure yesterday & full set of nails & packed for the honeymoon today. I just can’t believe this is real! Like I found a guy that isn’t a dick (but sure has one 🤤) respectful, caring, funny, honest, like he’s just so perfect!! AND HES MINE!🥰 I mean honestly I’ve been in a lot of shit this last year and I’m just so happy about where I am and so proud of myself. I got pregnant by a douche bag and I’ve been dealing with him still. He didn’t even want her at first but just using the attention🙄 but I turned 18, I had my little girl, (finally) got my license, graduated, got engaged, getting married and I’m already going to have a house!! I’m so worried my hair isn’t gonna be right or I’m gonna trip going down the isle or im gonna completely ball and ruin my makeup entirely!😅 but I’m so excited he treats my little girl perfectly much more a father then he bio dad, all he has as her father is blood he hardly even sees her and still hasn’t paid to be on the birth certificate.

Just crazy me and my fiancé had a miscarriage on Mother’s Day this year and is honestly crushed me. I’ve had two before but 1st time the guy acted like it never happened 2nd guy yelled at me said it was all my fault but this one was with the guy I legitly love. But we’re planning on ttc #2 next month. Just I did find out I have PCOS and its affected my fertility quite a bit so praying we’re comforted through this journey.🙏🏻

No hate please no positives only❤️