That urge where you feel like you need friends 🙄

So lately I just been yearning for some friends 😭 when I say I don't have any I mean it its just me and my boyfriend. I love that but its like I'm missing out on something, the thing is i fell out with most of them for the same reason. The reasons might you ask well for starters everyone wanted to dump their emotions on me but when I wanted to even mention I'm a little sad I always got that impression and when I would mention it they would bring up their issue with me and it's like 😐 am I a robot? Another thing they would leave me out of certain things and I would always think like okay now if I do the same its gonna be a problem 🙄 I really wanna give a story time because its like why can I not have friends that returns the same energy U give.