Third miscarriage

I went in today at 9 weeks and there was no growth and no heart beat. So now I have to stop my progesterone pills and wait for my miscarriage to start. This will be my third miscarriage.. no living babies yet:( I don't know why this keeps happening to me

How did you deal with work? I'm a teacher and I don't know how I can be happy and cheery for the kids when I'm miserable inside. I don't have the motivation to decorate the class, plan lessons and activities and do all the extras when I feel this way