What does this sound like?

I feel really bad. I haven’t seen my bf for 1 month and a half. It’s going for 2. He said he’s broke and can’t drive to see me. He lives about 65 miles from me which is a little over an hour.

I find it weird because he is self employed and told me had a lot of work 2 weeks ago. Don’t know where the money is going to. So I offered to go but that’s when my cousin got Covid. I had to quarantine for about 3 days until I got my results.

So I’m a little stressed because it’s too much to go without seeing me. I mentioned this to him and he exploded in anger. That’s why I haven’t made the effort to go. Like does he not miss Me?

So the reason why I suspect drugs is because last time we had sex he had an erection for about 45 min. He kept going without ejaculating. Isn’t is bad when they take forever?? I’ve read it’s because they’ve been with another woman or just masterbating a lot…..

Plus, he was sniffing a lot a lot. Made me curious.

I’ve mentioned this to my best friend who happens to be a guy and he said he doesn’t think it’s cheating ….he thinks it’s some drug abuse because drugs isolate people …he said that drugs also can cause erection issues

Long time ago, I found 2 cases of beer in his car. Idk want to think