Scared

Anybody’s nerves been really bad? This is my second pregnancy but will be our first child. We lost our first very early (5week mark) and this time around I just constantly worry. I’m trying so hard to stay positive and of course I am so so excited(understatement) but I’m just so scared not knowing what’s normal and what’s not. We made it to 8w6d and at 6w we had a heart rate of 119 so that was beyond reassuring. My next appointment is sept 10th and I feel like it’s dragging so bad. My symptoms come and go which scares me because I thought you’d just feel them constantly. Then people post on here about missed miscarriages and all kinds of things that can go wrong and I just can’t seem to ease my mind😞 Any advice or words of encouragement? Could definitely use it.