Scared of labor now that I’m closer

Stevi

My entire pregnancy until now I wasn’t really scared of labor. Now that I’m 9 weeks away, I’m pretty scared. I can’t handle pain well so I know I’ll have to get an epidural. That’s what I’m scared of. I’ve seen them done and I’m just freaking out. And having a catheter put in you oh my gosh. I’ve had that done once and it’s an experience that has scared me for life. Can anyone share their experience?