Virgin Life

I am 18 years old and heading in my 19th, also I have never dated before, I am a virgin nor my first kiss before, still new but this month is weird. I keep feeling horny like I want to give up something because I want to wait until marriage 💍 and right now I can't control myself, the weird part is I am afraid of touching myself isn't that weird, I have been having weird discharges and cramping for everything I see, please I need advice on what to do because it's new to me? Does anyone else experience this kind of stuff